AMBIGUOUS ANONIMITY    02.01.05 at 9:41 pm

Song: Backstreet Boys Millenium CD.

It's time we made this permanent. took a step into the cement. one hand each, clasped together; permanence.

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So Dana asked me about Lent today. Our church doesn't do lent, but I guess it's worth a shot just for the sake of achievement and growth, even. I think a person matures a lot when they step outside their comfort zone. So what comforts me. Food and AIM. I will give up food that is bad for me. Especially during lunch when I buy it although my healthy lunch is sitting in the car. And AIM is obvious. obvious reasons. And I think I should just be different in general. Okay.

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As desperate and lonely as things can feel, I still sense some grasp.

Respect what you believe. Sometimes the logic of it now seems irrational because you feel stranded, but really you're okay. i've got you. You aren't alone.

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starting from today, she is nameless because what expectations she shall conform to are most definitely in contrast to her present state of character.

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i wonder, what are we fighting for.

how's it gonna be.
when you're not around.

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I WANT TO LOSE TRACK OF TIME.

and never find my way back.

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the end. goodbye.

i don't talk to any of you anyways.

so go back to reading profiles or editing xangas.

bye.

unsteady hands.

<3 ?

chutes too narrow

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