you can make me pack my things. and i can feel the desperation and leave. i can sharpen knives.

i hope you hesitate while you stand on your thin ice. as good as things seem now, the sun will do its chore. pull me in with you, is what you like to do. feed me to the sharks. you look so good in blue.

everyone can lie. tell the truth on some hidden page. create some virtual embrace where i can't feel the warmth. i can be blind. i can be numb. i can be stabbed a million times and not know who is the better criminal. tell me what love is to you. every step towards the center of the lake is only out of revenge and hatred.

but yesterday before death, time flowed for two hours.

decisions to reconstruct without your painful words. without your strangling silence. without your ridiculous reasonings. without your suffocating absence.

retaliate, please.
uneasy now.

atleast i will stand on solid ground.